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Eine Lesung von Alexander Solschenizyn’s Text “Lebe nicht von Lügen”.
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An dem Tag, an dem Solschenizyn verhaftet wurde, dem 12. Februar 1974, veröffentlichte er den Text von “Lebe nicht von Lügen”.
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LIVE NOT BY LIES, ALEXANDER SOLZHENITSYN
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At one time we dared not even whisper. Now we write and read samizdat
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and sometimes when we gather in the smoking room of the Science
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Institute we complain frankly to one another. What kind of tricks are they
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playing on us, and where are they dragging us? There is gratuitous boasting
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of cosmic achievements while poverty and destruction exist at home.
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Propping up remote uncivilised regimes. Fanning up civil war. And we
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recklessly fostered Mao Tse-tung (at our expense) — and we shall be the
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ones sent to war against him and we will have to go. Is there any way out?
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They put anybody they want on trial and put sane people in asylums -
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always they; we are powerless.
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Things have almost reached rock-bottom. A universal spiritual death has
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already touched us all and physical death will soon flare up and consume us
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and our children. But, as before, we still smile in a cowardly fashion and
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mumble with our tongues tied. What can we do to stop it? We haven't the
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strength. We have been so hopelessly dehumanised that for today's ration of
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food we are willing to abandon all our principles, our souls and the efforts
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of our predecessors, as well as all the opportunities for our descendants,
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Just don't disturb our fragile existence!
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We lack resolution, pride and enthusiasm. We don't even fear universal
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nuclear death, nor do we fear a third world war — perhaps we can hide in
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crevices. We just fear acts of civil courage. We are afraid to lag behind the
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herd and to take one step alone — and suddenly to find ourselves without
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white bread, heating gas and a Moscow registration. What was drummed in
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our ears at political courses we have now internalised: live comfortably and
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all will be well ever after. You cannot escape your environment and social
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conditions. Existence determines consciousness. What does it have to do
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with us? We cannot do anything about it.
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But we can! We lie to ourselves to preserve our peace of mind. It is
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not they who should be blamed but ourselves. One can object, but cannot
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imagine what to do. Gags have been stuffed into our mouths. Nobody
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wants to listen to us and nobody asks our opinion. How can we force them
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to listen to us? It is impossible to change their minds. It would be logical
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to vote them out of office, but there are no elections in our country. In the
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West people resort to strikes and protest demonstrations, but we are too
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downtrodden and it is too horrifying for us. How can one suddenly
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renounce a job and take to the streets? Other fatal paths tested during the
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last century by our bitter Russian history are even less suitable for us, and
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truly we do not need them.
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Now that the axes have done their work and everything that was sown
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has sprouted, we can see that the young and presumptuous people who
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thought they would make our country just and happy through terror,
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bloody rebellion and civil war were themselves misled. No thanks, fathers
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of enlightenment! Now we know that infamous methods breed infamous
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results . . . Let our hands be clean!
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Is the circle closed? Is there really no way out? Is there only one thing
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left to do - to wait without taking any action? Maybe something will
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happen by itself. But it will never happen as long as we daily acknowledge,
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extol and strengthen — and do not sever ourselves from — the most
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perceptible of its aspects: lies. When violence intrudes into peaceful life,
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its face glows with self-confidence, as if it were carrying a banner and
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shouting: 'I am violence. Run away, make way for me — I will crush you.'
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But violence quickly grows old. After only a few years it loses confidence
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in itself, and in order to maintain a respectable face it summons falsehood
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as its ally — since violence can conceal itself with nothing except lies, and
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the lies can be maintained only by violence. Violence does not lay its paw
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on every shoulder every day: it demands from us only obedience to lies and
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daily participation in lies. And this submissiveness is the crux of the matter.
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The simplest and most accessible key to our self-neglected liberation is this:
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personal non-participation in lies. Though lies may conceal everything,
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though lies may control everything, we should be obstinate about this one
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small point: let them be in control but without any help from any of us.
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This opens a breach in the imaginary encirclement caused by our inaction.
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It is the easiest thing for us to do and the most destructive for the lies.
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Because when people renounce lies it cuts short their existence. Like
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a virus, they can survive only in a living organism.
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Let us admit it: we have not matured enough to march into the squares
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and shout the truth out loud or to express aloud what we think. It is not
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necessary. It's dangerous. But let us refuse to say what we do not think.
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This is our path, the easiest and the most accessible one, which allows for
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our inherent, well-rooted cowardice. And it is much easier (it's shocking
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even to say this) than the sort of civil disobedience that Gandhi advocated
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Our path is not that of giving conscious support to lies about anything at
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all. And once we realise where the perimeters of falsehood are (everyone
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sees them in his own way), our path is to walk away from this gangrenous
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boundary. If we did not paste together the dead bones and scales of
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ideology, if we did not sew together rotting rags, we would be astonished
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how quickly the lies would be rendered helpless and would subside. That
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which should be naked would then really appear naked before the whole
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world.
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So in our timidity, let us each make a choice: whether to remain
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consciously a servant of falsehood (of course, it is not out of inclination but
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to feed one's family that one raises one's children in the spirit of lies), or to
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shrug off the lies and become an honest man worthy of respect from one's
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children and contemporaries.
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And from that day onward he:
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* will not sign, write or print in any way a single phrase which in his
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opinion distorts the truth
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* will utter such a phrase neither in private conversation nor in public,
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neither on his own behalf nor at the prompting of someone else,
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* neither in the role of agitator, teacher, educator, nor as an actor
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* will not depict, foster or broadcast a single idea in which he can see
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a distortion of the truth, whether it be in painting, sculpture,
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photography, technical science or music
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* will not cite out of context, either orally or in writing, a single
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quotation to please someone, to feather his own nest, to achieve success
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in his work, if he does not completely share the idea which is quoted,
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or if it does not accurately reflect the matter at issue
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* will not allow himself to be compelled to attend demonstrations and
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meetings if they are contrary to his desire
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* will immediately walk out of a meeting, session, lecture, performance
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or film if he hears a speaker tell lies, or purvey ideological nonsense
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or shameless propaganda
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* will not subscribe to or buy a newspaper or magazine in which
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information is distorted and primary facts are concealed.
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I have not enumerated, of course, all possible and necessary ways of
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avoiding lies, but whoever begins to cleanse himself will easily apply the
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cleansing pattern to other cases. It will not be the same for everybody at
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first. Some will lose their jobs. But there are no loopholes for anybody who
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wants to be honest. On any given day, any one of us, even those securely
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working in technical sciences, will be confronted with at least one of the
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above choices. Either truth or falsehood: towards spiritual independence
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or towards spiritual servitude.
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And he who is not sufficiently courageous to defend his soul - don't let
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him be proud of his 'progressive' views, and don't let him boast that he is
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an academician or a people's artist, a distinguished figure or a general. Let
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him say to himself: I am a part of the herd and a coward. It's all the same
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to me as long as I'm fed and kept warm.
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Even this path — the most moderate of all paths of resistance — would
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not be easy for those of us who have become too set in our ways. But it
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would be far easier than a hunger strike or a self-immolation. The flames
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would not touch your body, your eye would not burst from the heat and
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your family should always be able to get black bread and fresh water.
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Has not the great European nation Czechoslovakia — betrayed and
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deceived by us — demonstrated how even an armourless breast, if it holds
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a worthy heart, can stand up to the onslaught of tanks?
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This would not be an easy path, but the easiest of all possible ones. Not
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an easy path — but there are people among us, dozens of them, who have
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been observing all these conditions for years and who live by the truth.
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Therefore you will not be the first to take this path, you will join
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others! It will be easier and shorter if we embark on it in great and friendly
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numbers. If we are in thousands it will not be possible for them to do
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anything to anyone. If we are in tens of thousands we will not recognise
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our own country!
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If we are too frightened, then we should stop complaining that we are
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being suffocated. We are doing this to ourselves. If we bow down even
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further and wait longer, our brothers the biologists may then help to bring
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nearer the day when our thoughts can be read and our genes restructured.
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If we are too frightened to do anything, then we are hopeless and
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worthless people and the lines of Pushkin fit us well:
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What use to the herds the gifts of freedom?
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The scourge, and a yoke with tinkling bells
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— this is their heritage, bequeathed to every generation.
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Moscow, 12 February 1974
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https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/pdf/10.1080/03064220408537357
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https://wackowiki.org/doc/Dev/Translations How to Translate
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